yoooo diary,

buuut thanks guys i know i'll get through all this one day, heee i love you guys so much, so let's start blogging now and put all this misery behind, today woke at 155 thanks to (L) call , went to bath and siaap then went down to meet (L) had a wonderful day with her , headed to loyang point , bought waffle and bubble tea and headed to some blocks to eat , (L) feed me cause i like small kid, hee i know then we both started playing with peanut butter, after all those things (L) headed home cause ibu da bising, so i decided to walk home to eat up time so i don't have to wait for singapore idol show to start and since 71 outing was cancel i might as well take me time to get home . walk past kenduri , then got some minah gatal stop me , and the next thing in my mind was comfirm nak number , ish and it happen and blah blah , so i told them i needed to toilet. i'll be back once i'm done , woooh they are stupid enough to believe . went to downtown toilet and urmmmmmmmm then took a bus home , met kakak, tasha and their friends under my block , heee tasha apoologies to me , well you're forgiven just don't repeat the same mistake again alright , so i went home after that , watched singapore idol and now i'm online (: meeting elly tomorrow at 11 , hope that i can wake up :D

HOMIES FOR LIFE (:

today's my homie , performing in NDP . so yeah homie
go out there and do your best alright hahaha, oh ya
homie stop worrying cause i'm still your homie aites .
cheer up yoooo, i'm just 8 numbers away (:
you wanted to be in my blog kan now here you go (:


i may look happy, but deep down inside i know i'm falling apart
but it's okay, i can make this through on my own . like i say i don't blame you for not giving me happinese, cause i know everything happen for a reason i'm doing everything
it's all because i do it for you, i'll give in cause if that's what you want
i've given my best , i really did , but what do i get ? haish nevermind
i'll learn from you , i'll bottle up my feeling and learn to be more patience
just remember this always girl no matter what happen to us
i'll always love you , and it will be forever. ilybby):

i'll fake a smile and pretend everything is alright just for you